Feeling sad

I'm due back at work tomorrow morning...have I mentioned lately how much I am NOT looking forward to this?! Don't get me wrong, I do like my job and for the most part like everyone I work with. I'm gonna miss my kids like crazy and I have to admit it was fun playing "stay at home mom" for the last 12 weeks. Before Gabriella I never had the chance to pick Brandon or Alyssa up from school, never had the chance to go to Wal-Mart at 7am (best time to go by the way!) I feel like I have missed out on so much, I am thankful that at least Jeff is with them to experience the things that I have already missed out on and of course all the things yet to come. So say a prayer for me this week...I have a feeling I'm going to need all that I can get.